ADHD by Anonymous

My brain and thoughts go a million miles a minute.  If I do not work out 3 hours or more a day, or smoke, I can not get my mind to focus...

I am a smart, well-educated, professional in my mid-thirties,, married with two kids. 

Smoking enables me to be normal; when I do not smoke, I can not sit still.  I do not get high from smoking.  It is frustrating that all of the legal meds I have taken for ADHD do not work for me.  Why must I have to put my family at risk to get the medicine that makes me healthy?