Aggressive-Destructive Behavior by Anonymous

I began using marijuana constantly about 3 years ago. I had just quit alcohol and was completely sober for about 2 months. Aside from extreme anti-socialness my mind would fight with me on a vast number of decisions, mostly hurting other people and animals. Close relatives were my initial targets. Then while at work I approached an employee who was a musician and smoked pot and asked if he knew where I could get some. he supplied me from then on. As soon as i began to smoke the rage disappeared. I have not had a single urge to kill anyone or anything since I began to smoke pot.  But in this economy I lost my job.  Unemployment soars.  Now completely broke I've smoked my last bowl.  Too scared to go to a doctor.  Not sure what'll come from it.